Day 20: Put 3 songs in shuffle mode and thoughts about it

Hello everyone. Today's challenge is about random music.

1. Stay the night - Zedd
This song is for me is sort of a workout song. It's very upbeat and suits the mood. Not soul song or even something you enjoy singing. But its definitely something you enjoy listening. Somehow makes the adenaline rush through your vesseld makes you sort of want to move your muscle. Or something. LOL. Im not making any sense right?

2. Manisnya senyumanmu - Elite
This song remind me of my childhood memories. Really though. It's great song to sing and just brings back the old time. How good it feels just to be a kid right?  No worries and life was just fun and enjoy. Currently, life is more than merely exam where you will hve money issues, peer problems and even relationship problems and I'm not only talking about couples or lovers, I'm tlking about families, isters, bestfriends and whatsoever.

3. Wildfire - Demi Lovato
Seriously I don't know this song. It's new to me but whatever. I just want to mention about demi lovato. Her voice is outstanding plus her life is just simple. I just love her. No make ups nothing. Lover who understand her well. Just nice and perfect. How can even she peform stone cold live?? Insane ~

Day 14: Your life in 7 years

Hello everyone. I've been missing challenge for like 3 days? Sometimes it stresses me that I'm not keeping it up with this challenge but actually, I'm not that busy at all. Maybe just busy comtemplating life. LOL! My life in 7 years ill probably be like, well I will be 27 at that time, maybe just start being medical officer, probably going to get married at that time. I'm not the type thinking about marriage in the future having kids or so..because I know that is something very subjective to be planned from now. Well, I'm more of I know I'm going to finish my housemanship and start being a medical officer. The thing is which specialty I'm going to pursue during medical officer? Currently, the specialty I'm interested to pursue are paediatrics, medical or just keep one option in view. Not yet decided. Just wait for the time to tell which specialty I'm actually good at. Whatever it is, I'm still considering about emergency medicine. I don't know what they do because I've never been in the posting yet, but it sure seems fun by looking at the lecturer knowledge level and experiences in that field. Hurmmm..
Another thing is probably I'm going to pursue for professional exam. Just to get recognition in international level. I also have thoughts about working overseas. Not because Malaysia is a bad country or whatever, but I just want to see more, know more. I just want to have vast experience and that is not from the same Malaysian people. I want to travel, see more. Involve with the community more and reach out more. At this level, I' m just unable to reach out more because of other people's misunderstandings which I'm involved between them which unable me to choose between these two parties. I'm stuck. Just like glue.

1. Pursue specialty
2. Get recognition from international examination
3. Work overseas
4. To be continued......

Day 11: your current relationship

Hello everyone. I've been missing a lot of my challenges. My last one was on day 6 and now is day 11. Anyhow, I've been busy  with weekend courses that I have enrolled which are basic life support course and also advance cardiac life support course. Believe me, those two things are not as easy as it looks. Eventually, you can't really learning just by looking, you are the one who need to be doing it so that you will get the right skill.

So for today's challenge, I will be talking about my current relationship status. I can say it's complicated. Well, that's because I used to be in a relationship for 8 year with someone whom I love most and after that I've found out that he has another girl? WTH right?? Currently, we still communicate normally, it's just I don't know what are we? I can't really say are we friends? or lovers? Somewhere in between. To describe him, he is good looking, physically well built and also good personality. Very charming.

If someone were to ask me what is my type? I would say someone like him. If we are not meant to be together, I just hope I found someone better than him.

Day 6: someone who fascinates you and why?

Hello everyone, I've been really trying to keep track of my posting challenge. It's been 2 days since my last post. I'm terribly sorry for that. Whatever it is, we will proceed with today's challenge which is someone who fascinates you and why? For this post, I'll not be specific just to ensure no one will be taken aback however, someone who fascinates me I would say SOME of my medical lecturers. One of the lecturers manage to get two membership from MRCP and MRCEM. How incredible was that. There is also one lecturer whom I adore how she does her physical examination. They are very fast and systematic. It's easily applicable by her students as well. Also this another lecturer whom I can say the god of medicine. I was really fascinate by how a one sided defect (Left side defect) can cause right sided defect and also vice versa. What fascinates me most is that how the shunt problems lead to eisenmenger syndrome. How rare it is to learn such disease on real patients and that lucky day this patient came with background history of congenital heart disease and the dr immediately after physical examination taught us that the patient could be having eisenmenger syndrome. When reading books, all I can understand that it was heart defect due to prolong one sided defect which leads to other side to be defect as well but this dr explains the hows and why it happen and it was all logic. I was like, why I couldn't think of that earlier