Midnight contemplation

Deep down, underneath all this layers of stupidy, he's a really good man. He may act out far too many selfish thoughts, says all the wrong things at all the wrong times, but behind closed doors he's a best friend. I understand that he has idiotic tendencies and I can still love him for it. He may not be someone that you feel comfortable sitting next to at a dinner party but for me, he's someone that I feel comfortable sharing my life with. The best part is when we both make mistakes but we still forgive each other no matter what. All in all, he was a good friend, good partner, good enemy and a good lover. Thank you for wonderful 8 years of memories

Humans and trees

When you go out into the woods and you look at trees, you see all these different trees. And some of them are bent, and some of them are straight, and some of them are evergreens, and some of them are whatever. And you look at the the tree and you allow it. You see why it is the way it is. You sort of understand that it didn't get enough light and so it turned that way. And you don't get emotional about it. You just allow it. You appreciate the tree. The minute you get near humans, you lose all that. And you are constantly saying 'you're too this, or I'm too this'. That judging mind comes in. And so, I practice turning people into trees. Which means appreciating them just the way they are:)